Would any of you even notice or care?
4 weeks ago
General
If I disappeared one day, and never posted again; if I stopped existing... would any of you even remember or care I was here?
Be honest.
I know I'm forgettable. I know I'm nothing special, and completely worthless.
And I know life would just go on and all of you would maybe stop by the page and be like "Oh that artist hasn't posted in a while." Then move on with your day.
Be honest.
I know I'm forgettable. I know I'm nothing special, and completely worthless.
And I know life would just go on and all of you would maybe stop by the page and be like "Oh that artist hasn't posted in a while." Then move on with your day.
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I wish there was more I could personally do for you, but I'm in a bad position myself.
I'm honestly hoping things for you do improve or get better because its so hard to see you struggling and knowing there's not much I can do to help right now.
I'd have a reminder every time I open my art folder. I'd remember your simple joy with games like Journey, how you'd just drill into detail about your characters and how they interact, how you draw my beloved little proto.
If you were to suddenly disappear it might take me a bit to notice, it's a failing of mine that I'm just garbage at day to day communication, but when I do, I will likely despair, always wondering whether or not I'd see those things again amongst many other endearing traits of yours.
As Stingmon said, I’ve wanted to help multiple times, but I’m in no financial position to do so. You are NOT worthless, there are people in this community and in real life who care about you.
Maybe people would care, but I'm just another faceless username on the internet. Maybe some people might wonder or remember, but I doubt anybody would think about it more than "Oh that artist is gone." then just move on to the next random faceless person on the internet.
However, if you feel like you're dragging down every mood around you, that's likely because your own mood is low, which still needs to be remedied.
I'm so tired.
As someone who's struggled in the past with self worth, with emotional/mental spirals, with feeling as if I was a mentally unstable drain on those I cared about.
It can get better. I am a walking testament to that. And I believe that whatever it is that's weighing on you? You can overcome it. Just as I have.
The world would be worse off without you here. Because there is only one you. And there will never be another you ever again.
Do take care of yourself. And may the days ahead be kinder to you. You matter. Don't ever forget that.
Right now I am currently unable to help with anything but words, but we would miss you if you up and disappeared.
I may suck at reaching out but I think of you often
Ik i advertised but idk if any of that even helped.. I am hoping you guys can move soon
I'm hoping things improve for you two, you both deserve to live and thrive and enjoy life...