I posted this on my discord but felt it could also be said here. I'm excited for future prospects again but also afraid how far away it is for me in particular. Either way the post :

"Can't wait to get through my backlog x.x finally be more organized with comms after, and finally get more progress done on my Comics and other projects. I'll actually feel less self conscious about putting up a patreon goal to start with. I want to be able to not worry about my monthly subs relating to my work flow, but as it is I don't make any exclusive content atm to justify even wanting to sub x.x so bear with me guys!"

With that out of the way, any help would ofcourse be welcome, I guess I just wanna poke to see if anyone wants to help but I also wanna make it clear how much I understand why you wouldn't or even why you shouldn't right now xD

I can guarentee one thing tho at least, I'm never giving up these goals. My future will always involve my creativity. It's just a matter of how long it takes me with how much of life I have to wade through with the little energy life's given me. But there will always be me trying!