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a week ago
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目猫カラス - Memyou karasu
I am writing this to provide a simple explanation of my current circumstances, as I sometimes hesitate or take time to respond when asked about them in streams or similar contexts.
1. Regarding my residence.
I live in an old, nearly derelict wooden Japanese house where I previously lived with my grandparents.
The floors and ceilings have holes, and the stairs are completely broken, making it impossible to go up or down without a ladder.
Electricity is connected, but the water supply broke down several years ago and is unusable.
The air conditioner was also destroyed by a typhoon. If I cannot purchase and install a new one by next summer, surviving the Japanese summer could be life-threatening.
2. Health Status.
I was born with a very weak constitution and suffer burns from infrared light, limiting my activity almost exclusively to nighttime.
To maintain this condition, I now require weekly injections costing 50 USD.
Including consultation and test fees, medical expenses can exceed $100 USD per week.
Additionally, when severe medication side effects occur, I may be bedridden for up to three days, making work impossible on those days.
Beyond physical health, I also suffer from severe depression, PTSD, and sleep disorders, making survival financially demanding.
3. About my art.
As a result of facing significant mental health challenges, I was unable to draw for about five years.
Even now, I cannot draw for myself, so I'm using drawing as work for rehabilitation.
(Because I can draw for others without feeling distressed.)
Creating original new works or new original characters is still difficult, but I'd be grateful if you could watch over me patiently.
4. Regarding money earned from work.
Food and medical expenses are my top priority. I'll also use it for home repairs, an air conditioner, and purchasing work tools.
5. Regarding MEM.
It was an important original character, but seeing or drawing it brings back incredibly painful memories. Drawing it or uploading it again to this account is extremely painful and difficult for me.
Following advice from my friend kiki, I'm also considering selling all past related art and the rights to it.
6. Regarding past accounts.
I lost access myself, but I managed to contact a friend I had temporarily entrusted it to. Since their PC browser still has auto-fill enabled for the password, I've arranged for them to transfer it to my new account roughly once a month.
That's all.
Thank you for reading. I appreciate your support and understanding.
1. Regarding my residence.
I live in an old, nearly derelict wooden Japanese house where I previously lived with my grandparents.
The floors and ceilings have holes, and the stairs are completely broken, making it impossible to go up or down without a ladder.
Electricity is connected, but the water supply broke down several years ago and is unusable.
The air conditioner was also destroyed by a typhoon. If I cannot purchase and install a new one by next summer, surviving the Japanese summer could be life-threatening.
2. Health Status.
I was born with a very weak constitution and suffer burns from infrared light, limiting my activity almost exclusively to nighttime.
To maintain this condition, I now require weekly injections costing 50 USD.
Including consultation and test fees, medical expenses can exceed $100 USD per week.
Additionally, when severe medication side effects occur, I may be bedridden for up to three days, making work impossible on those days.
Beyond physical health, I also suffer from severe depression, PTSD, and sleep disorders, making survival financially demanding.
3. About my art.
As a result of facing significant mental health challenges, I was unable to draw for about five years.
Even now, I cannot draw for myself, so I'm using drawing as work for rehabilitation.
(Because I can draw for others without feeling distressed.)
Creating original new works or new original characters is still difficult, but I'd be grateful if you could watch over me patiently.
4. Regarding money earned from work.
Food and medical expenses are my top priority. I'll also use it for home repairs, an air conditioner, and purchasing work tools.
5. Regarding MEM.
It was an important original character, but seeing or drawing it brings back incredibly painful memories. Drawing it or uploading it again to this account is extremely painful and difficult for me.
Following advice from my friend kiki, I'm also considering selling all past related art and the rights to it.
6. Regarding past accounts.
I lost access myself, but I managed to contact a friend I had temporarily entrusted it to. Since their PC browser still has auto-fill enabled for the password, I've arranged for them to transfer it to my new account roughly once a month.
That's all.
Thank you for reading. I appreciate your support and understanding.
If selling your OC will help you out, I think that's a decent idea. I hope things improve for you :(
