my commitment to sharing my life journey with you all not for myself but to also help others too feel less alone in there struggles and there ups and downs this isn't for me this is for all of you the furry community mutuals friends and watchers-followers i will keep it as less heavy as possible so its easy to read there will be emotional elements but nothing too heavy

hello! fellow furries im going to be honest about how i have been feeling so far it has been very tough emotionally i feel like im on the outside of the furry fandom where others go to cons meets all the furry spaces really gives me a lot of anxiety & fomo I feel more alone i feel like an outsider in the fandom joined fa since 2022 and still stuck sitting here i want to have that more than anything its deeply emotionally painful for me i also want to be more part of the furryfandom want to be remembered i want to have an impact i want to be missed i dont just want to be a online presence i want to be both in person and online i'm also building a community on bsky i never ask anyone to follow me or to watch me on fa its optional and up to you. i have also started streaming on twitch and i really want to grow a community other furry streamers has inspired me
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and for my interests i am putting to much pressure on myself so i have decided to share my interests at any given time i will be sharing my interest in due time
and feel free to note me on mesg me on fa if you would like to collab or want to build a friendship as for collabs dont worry about money i dont want any all that matters to me is making others smile and bring joy in this community i have a very creative mind and i would love to share them in stories and art i will check my notes but since i prefer bsky for communication i will take longer to respond but i will reply if i dont understand something i will ask