I have no idea what to start... but i wants to confessed was being an obsessive trying to have a problems with someone even it's was over weeks ago. and yes i'm starting to become an toxic because of my actions that im output my anger on someone even there's nobody fault.
I know this really awful and not really proud for what i am( ´-｀) i know i was wrong for crashing out like an psycho and blaming everyones for my problems and i knew i really messed up biggest time. But this time i have to working on controlling my angers & insecurities i don't deserved to be forgiven for what i did it was really unacceptable
Im gonna go get myself the help i needs
I decide to go back to my old house and spent times my aunt whos raised me when i was a little.
for getting a better therapy i can't be like this i want to get more decpline for my behavior( ´ー`)

also my commission is closed thank you for all of your supports but i think i had dissapointed you guys.
and it's my decision of to get a better break from
social media i knew i deserved that. I really could never ever to forgive myself for an dissapointment.
And i wanna thank you one last things.
for being honest with me and helped me come to my senses despite everythings that happened.
but everythings it's gonna be alright.