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Another hiatus.
2 weeks ago
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Hey everyone,
Yeah, it's probably going to be a pretty long hiatus. The fire of an artist that used to rage inside me has been reduced to barely embers. I'm going through a severe mental health battle right now, and I have had no luck on the job front. I'm almost two payments behind on my car, I'm a month behind on rent, my energy bill is $300+... It's a mess. My house is a mess too. Even my hair is a mess! LOL (What's left of it)
As far as my art goes... I'm just not feeling it anymore. I haven't drawn anything in almost a month, and sadly have had no desire to do so. I do miss my characters, and I miss coming up with funny or sexy situations to put them in.
Not to get too political, but the world is kind of a dumpster fire, isn't it? I'm trying to avoid the news because I feel like it's all negative. I guess bad news gets better ratings. And the way I see it, I really don't want to add any fuel to the fire that is my depression, anxiety and other shitty mental health problems. I won't go into the details, trust me... You really don't want to hear it... What I will say is I feel like I've forgotten who I am and what really matters to me. I don't know if this is because I quit using cannabis cold turkey, if I'm still reeling from losing my job or what the actual hell is wrong with me. But I'm on a journey to rediscover myself so I don't feel like this empty shell I feel like I've become.
I'm no longer ashamed to ask for help and support. Not as much financial (though that would help a lot) but just positive energy and good vibes sent my way. I'm not a religious man, but I'll take prayers if I can get them. After the living HELL these last few months since I've lost my job, I'm willing to go on a little faith here. Don't worry, I'm not going to start getting all churchy and going all holy roller on you, I'll still draw tits and dicks, LOL. Just give me some time to heal and I'll be back.
Yeah, it's probably going to be a pretty long hiatus. The fire of an artist that used to rage inside me has been reduced to barely embers. I'm going through a severe mental health battle right now, and I have had no luck on the job front. I'm almost two payments behind on my car, I'm a month behind on rent, my energy bill is $300+... It's a mess. My house is a mess too. Even my hair is a mess! LOL (What's left of it)
As far as my art goes... I'm just not feeling it anymore. I haven't drawn anything in almost a month, and sadly have had no desire to do so. I do miss my characters, and I miss coming up with funny or sexy situations to put them in.
Not to get too political, but the world is kind of a dumpster fire, isn't it? I'm trying to avoid the news because I feel like it's all negative. I guess bad news gets better ratings. And the way I see it, I really don't want to add any fuel to the fire that is my depression, anxiety and other shitty mental health problems. I won't go into the details, trust me... You really don't want to hear it... What I will say is I feel like I've forgotten who I am and what really matters to me. I don't know if this is because I quit using cannabis cold turkey, if I'm still reeling from losing my job or what the actual hell is wrong with me. But I'm on a journey to rediscover myself so I don't feel like this empty shell I feel like I've become.
I'm no longer ashamed to ask for help and support. Not as much financial (though that would help a lot) but just positive energy and good vibes sent my way. I'm not a religious man, but I'll take prayers if I can get them. After the living HELL these last few months since I've lost my job, I'm willing to go on a little faith here. Don't worry, I'm not going to start getting all churchy and going all holy roller on you, I'll still draw tits and dicks, LOL. Just give me some time to heal and I'll be back.
Please be safe, wishing you and your family the best!