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09 Review / FC Update
16 years ago
Certifiable Mad Scientist: I have a Death Ray, and I know how to Use It.
It took me a while to think of this, as 2009 was an interesting year for me. A good friend of mine pulled me out of my shell in 09, I lost a room mate, gained a boyfriend, then lost a roommate and a boyfriend, lost my job, gained a job, paid back debt, and re-acquired it. That's two boyfriends leaving me, for opposite reasons now, and each time it cuts far deeper then I care to show.
Overall, I would say I didn't get all that much out of '09, in fact I would dare say I'm a little worse for wear. I'm fairly convinced that I am the root cause of relationship failures, and that my inability to discover why will keep any new relationships from blossoming. I lost my independence... two years on my own free from family caught in the whirlpool of ill intent of California's economy, through no fault of my own. I started, stopped, started, and stopped again the Startide MUSH project... heck MU*s in general I have been reduced to fitful spurts on and off, same with IRC.
Of my accomplishments... my 'fursona' has changed, incorporating more features of a bat then a fox (although my fox tail will most likely stay for eternity). The last class I needed for my AS was completed, although I discovered I do not have the UC GE credits I thought I did. My computer, as damaged as it is getting (5 USB ports down, one memory bank driver down, and it just started eating one of my HDs) still trucks along with purpose, and my thrice-failed server will finally get a new chance at life in an IBM xServer 335. Its going in as a top of two other servers for load sharing and data redundancy, too... of course its quintipled in size.
My art has improved somewhat from last year, I'm looking more into outfits since my friend got me to get the courage to ask people at club to pose for me. I've also started looking at background a bit more. I went ahead and salvaged myself a small wacom tablet as well, to try doing digital works and see how that pans out.
Still, the ache in my heart has left a poor taste in my mouth of 09, not helped by having to bum a couch from family, and unable to even use my backup RV, due to code inspection at my friends.
Here's hoping 2010 is a little better overall.
-- FC UPDATE --
I will be attending FC. I have a room in the proper hotel. I can even host room parties or have some people sleep over if they need it, space can be free for cuddles <3
Still considering doing a game demo this year as well. Dunno yet. Working on a fursuit to be in the masquerade. omg its hard.
Overall, I would say I didn't get all that much out of '09, in fact I would dare say I'm a little worse for wear. I'm fairly convinced that I am the root cause of relationship failures, and that my inability to discover why will keep any new relationships from blossoming. I lost my independence... two years on my own free from family caught in the whirlpool of ill intent of California's economy, through no fault of my own. I started, stopped, started, and stopped again the Startide MUSH project... heck MU*s in general I have been reduced to fitful spurts on and off, same with IRC.
Of my accomplishments... my 'fursona' has changed, incorporating more features of a bat then a fox (although my fox tail will most likely stay for eternity). The last class I needed for my AS was completed, although I discovered I do not have the UC GE credits I thought I did. My computer, as damaged as it is getting (5 USB ports down, one memory bank driver down, and it just started eating one of my HDs) still trucks along with purpose, and my thrice-failed server will finally get a new chance at life in an IBM xServer 335. Its going in as a top of two other servers for load sharing and data redundancy, too... of course its quintipled in size.
My art has improved somewhat from last year, I'm looking more into outfits since my friend got me to get the courage to ask people at club to pose for me. I've also started looking at background a bit more. I went ahead and salvaged myself a small wacom tablet as well, to try doing digital works and see how that pans out.
Still, the ache in my heart has left a poor taste in my mouth of 09, not helped by having to bum a couch from family, and unable to even use my backup RV, due to code inspection at my friends.
Here's hoping 2010 is a little better overall.
-- FC UPDATE --
I will be attending FC. I have a room in the proper hotel. I can even host room parties or have some people sleep over if they need it, space can be free for cuddles <3
Still considering doing a game demo this year as well. Dunno yet. Working on a fursuit to be in the masquerade. omg its hard.
