I wanted to make a more honest and truthful update about what’s been going on in my personal life. It’s not looking too good at all and it hasn’t been for a while. I’ve just been working and trying to make my way and I appreciate everyone’s continued support through comm. work and patience. I think the best thing I can do for myself is pace myself and peel myself away from my computer once in a while even if it’s to sit in a different room.

I’ll attach a full, longer, and more detailed update below but also a TLDR because I know some people may also be struggling and don’t want to read about a series of unfortunate events.

I am wondering if mutuals or those in my circle might want to do any kind of trade to kind of lighten my mood. Feel free to DM me somewhere, but I can’t guarantee I’ll answer quickly or at all, sorry.

TW: EXTREMELY HEAVY NEGATIVITY

TLDR: I am not doing well mentally. This is the most horrible I’ve ever felt in my life. My only source of social interaction in my personal life is someone who is the root of most if not all my mental issues. I lost my other personal life friends, they don’t talk to me anymore.

I just hope I can get some patience in understanding if some work might be slow to get done in recent times.

If you want the full details, feel free to check out the doc here:

https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing