I am very sorry.
16 hours ago
General
I have realized I can be a bit too arrogant and whiny with my opinions on transformation stuff I don't like, I don't hate every single piece of tf media that artists make really I just got traumatized by a painful/horrifying MLP transformation that made me not like painful transformation as much as I used to and yes I was an idiot when I thought a clown and jester were the same thing when I made my 'fetishizing a profession' comment, I was very ignorant and did not know the difference, I admit I can be hypocritical and i'm trying to be better and I just want to have a day/month/year that goes by without someone saying 'Monstermaster13 alledgedly did this' 'Monstermaster13 alledgedly did that' bla bla bla, yeah I get it, they think I am a bad person just because they heard from one person on Discord or reddit that i'm supposedly bad, at this point, I don't care - if they want to portray me as the villain in their head then that's their thing I guess, they're projecting, I would personally never go after any of these people IRL (i wouldn't even want to buy plane tickets just to go over to where their live to go and beat the crap out of them just because they thought my hot takes on transformation sucked or whatever, if they want to vilify me, they can do that, but dragging my friends into it and trying to rally easily swayed people including artists I like against me, that's too much, yeah i'm sorry but if it gets to that point i'm going to ask to see if there are mentally okay)
Look when I posted those supposedly 'whiny' comments on DA saying 'oh you should not like this kind of TF' 'Oh you shouldn't like this one', it's because some are ones that I outgrew/never liked in general. Yeah I used to do non-morphic animal tfs before and am guilty of liking painful transformations myself, but I outgrew weight gain because it's sad IRL and it was just one specific phase of my life - and I got out of it afterwards. I just uhhh never got into inanimate transformations because it's just kind of sad to me, I grow out of mind changes or corruption because I roleplayed with several people who did like those and I used to have a 'humans suck' mindset which i'm ashamed that I had, i'm ashamed that I used to really think all humans were evil. To people who may have gotten the wrong idea about me based on what you may have heard about me from others, i'm sorry. When I rant using 'Werebelushi', he's not me, he's an OC. I was just doing what internet reviewers in the late 2000s and 2010s used to do, only in written form. And to be honest yeah some of them were a bit too harsh and if you like those sort of transformations, i am not going to complain.
Look when I posted those supposedly 'whiny' comments on DA saying 'oh you should not like this kind of TF' 'Oh you shouldn't like this one', it's because some are ones that I outgrew/never liked in general. Yeah I used to do non-morphic animal tfs before and am guilty of liking painful transformations myself, but I outgrew weight gain because it's sad IRL and it was just one specific phase of my life - and I got out of it afterwards. I just uhhh never got into inanimate transformations because it's just kind of sad to me, I grow out of mind changes or corruption because I roleplayed with several people who did like those and I used to have a 'humans suck' mindset which i'm ashamed that I had, i'm ashamed that I used to really think all humans were evil. To people who may have gotten the wrong idea about me based on what you may have heard about me from others, i'm sorry. When I rant using 'Werebelushi', he's not me, he's an OC. I was just doing what internet reviewers in the late 2000s and 2010s used to do, only in written form. And to be honest yeah some of them were a bit too harsh and if you like those sort of transformations, i am not going to complain.
Monstermaster13
~monstermaster13
OP
This is a serious apology post, if you are going to bitch about my previous behaviors or whatever you think my latest 'crime' is then maybe you should not be commenting. I am very aware I came across as 'bitchy' 'annoying' 'whiny' etc when I made comments but it's not my fault that some people are way too pretentious and sensitive for their own good. If you are going to tell me to leave you alone I can do that but don't tell me to leave or 'fuck off', I like it here and yeah I have problems but i'm me and you cannot change that.
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