Hmmm...
18 years ago
Having a cynical, jaded and anti-social feeling day (more than usual)... No, I don't feel like ranting about it... It's a lot of little things that have my back up, really, none of which I have a concise definition for, or specific reason for being disgruntled with...
What's that book title? Don't Sweat the Small Stuff (and it's all small stuff)?
Small stuff builds up.. It's like a clog in a drain.. a few little things are no big deal, water keeps flowing freely.. but the build up just gets worse and worse over time. You may not even notice until you need a serious amount of Drain-o (sp?whatever) and one of those pipe-snakes to get all the gunk out...
I think that about covers how I feel right now.. Now if only I could find some Mental Drain-O and a pipe-snake to do the job...
Anyway, until such a time that I can get over this.. whatever the hell.. and go back to not caring about the stuff that's annoying me and getting me down.. I'm going to avoid posting too much of my art to FA... Too much anger in my head, got my fists clenched and my teeth bared, and I'm gonna bust something internaly if I don't take a step back.
So.. what's this? Like the 293847298473 FA artist this month to say "I NEED A FREAKIN' BREAK BYE FOR NOW"?
Probably... Anywho.. gonna shave my head tonight in support of that friend of mine (who found out that her hair might -never- grow back, argh), hang out with friends over the weekend, hopefully have a lot of fun, do nothing but what I feel like doing, and forget about all of the stuff bugging me to the point I can ignore it again.
It's not shit that's going to go away, it's not shit that's going to change because it's just people, and people will always be people.
Anyway, much love to you all, have a good weekend, enjoy whatever's up in the gallery for now. I'm gonna go deal with myself.
What's that book title? Don't Sweat the Small Stuff (and it's all small stuff)?
Small stuff builds up.. It's like a clog in a drain.. a few little things are no big deal, water keeps flowing freely.. but the build up just gets worse and worse over time. You may not even notice until you need a serious amount of Drain-o (sp?whatever) and one of those pipe-snakes to get all the gunk out...
I think that about covers how I feel right now.. Now if only I could find some Mental Drain-O and a pipe-snake to do the job...
Anyway, until such a time that I can get over this.. whatever the hell.. and go back to not caring about the stuff that's annoying me and getting me down.. I'm going to avoid posting too much of my art to FA... Too much anger in my head, got my fists clenched and my teeth bared, and I'm gonna bust something internaly if I don't take a step back.
So.. what's this? Like the 293847298473 FA artist this month to say "I NEED A FREAKIN' BREAK BYE FOR NOW"?
Probably... Anywho.. gonna shave my head tonight in support of that friend of mine (who found out that her hair might -never- grow back, argh), hang out with friends over the weekend, hopefully have a lot of fun, do nothing but what I feel like doing, and forget about all of the stuff bugging me to the point I can ignore it again.
It's not shit that's going to go away, it's not shit that's going to change because it's just people, and people will always be people.
Anyway, much love to you all, have a good weekend, enjoy whatever's up in the gallery for now. I'm gonna go deal with myself.
I'm feeling a bit better after an evening of relaxing, gonna finish my weekend in silence, then see how I feel.
Also, you described the way you feel (with the drain scenario) very well. It really helped to describe the situation by putting a very vivid picture in my head. See ya around ^-^
Glad you enjoyed the description ;3
*winks and grins*
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
8D Now I have weird cross-over fanart in my head.. *needs to draw pirate ninja turtles*