Ho hum, so yeah... here's a journal update!

First things first: I'm so looking to get out.

To put it blunt, my dad got fired, my family is back in the states, my burden of taking care of a house is lifted, and now they are charging me rent to live here. So I want out. Anyone that is willing to take in an asian guy who can be generally lazy? =D;; Yeah, I'd think not. ;_;

But in all seriousness, I am on the prowl for possible new locales. As long as its not North Carolina. I'm eager to go out and explore, even with what limited money I have.

Secondly: Drawing.

I'm trying to keep pace and learn, but I'm obviously not doing too hot. I'm thinking maybe to take requests perhaps? Or even 1$ commissions, to at least motivate me to get drawing more often. I want to improve, but I can't if I keep up my current laziness.

So friends, if you have something you think I should draw, say so. I just might.

Thirdly: Relations (or lack there of)!

I've really been feeling kinda odd. In fact, its the reason I stuck such a title up at the top. I'm... well, feeling lonely, obviously enough. But, I've been really feeling eager to find someone to love, and not just lustily (though, damn, I do admit to wanting to hump something for a good amount of time, haha!). I wonder... is there anyone that could perhaps help me find a... well, not a mate, so much as a relationship! I don't like the word mate. Sounds too... dominating? Something, just prefer to call it something else.

I feel kinda like a loser asking this, but... hey. I can expect the support of my friends, right? =S I'll roll the dice and see what I get.

gogo thought process + write up in 10 minute journal post