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TODO: (revision 002)
16 years ago
24 Jan and I'm starting to feel very fatigued from the chemo. Here's some blurts I wanna get out
[ul][li] The Assburgers disease should not be used as an excuse, or cop-out, but rather to take responsibility preferrably with those who are willing to accept your challeng(es).
[li] I realized how much the whole "getting some" while dying is selfish. I'm still taking offers but I'm not haphazardly persuing stuff before dying, getting my nipple bitten and some other minor good times kind of add up more than the bad stuff to me anyway. In before I say something sexist along the lines of "Women are just too Difficult." ;P[/ul]
I'm going back to bed, my shoulders hurt for no raisin.
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(done) Finish syncing watchlist from old account.
Draw some breasts!
Create message for watchers of old account (use breasts or penis or both, airbrushed, anything to make it live long in the inboxes for importance)
Update old account: Upload away messages
(done) Purge emo journals and then some.
(done) Purge people on the watch list who had
(done) way too much fetish creep (not likely for some reason lol).
(I say at least 60% done) Learn GIMP tools,
(30% done) Learn shading with GIMP
Continue learning anatomy as usual... (Shoulders, hips mostly)
(TODO/new) Write a will, seriously, I can't upload these classic Doom mods I made because I ganked a bunch of wall textures from places carelessly though made a few nice textures of my own... Though I guess it's no big deal if I'm going to be dead anyway and only care about doing ghostly ghastly things to those two most ... anonymous cowards on Furnet heh. Just know that I've done some hardcore Doom mod work and got half an old Doom episode done with Zeth, Zdoom, XWE and later DoomBuilder and a bit of Slade. I never figured out how to get objects working in Heretic II and Castle Wolfenstein very well, for some reason objects are not all gay in classic Doom and can be placed without AI booeys and other scripty flippity stuff.
[ul][li] The Assburgers disease should not be used as an excuse, or cop-out, but rather to take responsibility preferrably with those who are willing to accept your challeng(es).
[li] I realized how much the whole "getting some" while dying is selfish. I'm still taking offers but I'm not haphazardly persuing stuff before dying, getting my nipple bitten and some other minor good times kind of add up more than the bad stuff to me anyway. In before I say something sexist along the lines of "Women are just too Difficult." ;P[/ul]
I'm going back to bed, my shoulders hurt for no raisin.
--
(done) Finish syncing watchlist from old account.
Draw some breasts!
Create message for watchers of old account (use breasts or penis or both, airbrushed, anything to make it live long in the inboxes for importance)
Update old account: Upload away messages
(done) Purge emo journals and then some.
(done) Purge people on the watch list who had
(done) way too much fetish creep (not likely for some reason lol).
(I say at least 60% done) Learn GIMP tools,
(30% done) Learn shading with GIMP
Continue learning anatomy as usual... (Shoulders, hips mostly)
(TODO/new) Write a will, seriously, I can't upload these classic Doom mods I made because I ganked a bunch of wall textures from places carelessly though made a few nice textures of my own... Though I guess it's no big deal if I'm going to be dead anyway and only care about doing ghostly ghastly things to those two most ... anonymous cowards on Furnet heh. Just know that I've done some hardcore Doom mod work and got half an old Doom episode done with Zeth, Zdoom, XWE and later DoomBuilder and a bit of Slade. I never figured out how to get objects working in Heretic II and Castle Wolfenstein very well, for some reason objects are not all gay in classic Doom and can be placed without AI booeys and other scripty flippity stuff.
