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So Fancy, So Confused
16 years ago
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[Elegante`] There hasn't really been a topic that I could type on and on about that I would call worthy of being a 'journal entry', and I tend to not like spamming people's inbox with blurbs. -but that's me being too modest.
Plenty has been going on in my everyday life that I could blog about:
The Introduction to Music Skills class in which I'll be learning the basic's of the Violin (can't wait!!). I had my first lesson in my Basic Drawing class, where we drew on giant newsprint paper with willow charcoal: the subject was of a table with a sheet draped over it, and an upside-down chair 'strategically' placed on top. After learning how to measure' with my thumb and transferring angles from the world onto paper, I had to congratulate myself by drawing Sebastian and Ciel on the side (for those of you just tuning in, I'm a Kuroshitsuji fan- manga by Toboso Yana). I'll take pictures when I can, but this was the text:
Sebastian: Hoorah~ You sure showed that table who was the boss!
Ciel: *stares at my work* I wouldn't buy that for one million pounds!
Me: *glares at him*
(Oh, Ciel is soooo very pleasant. Sigh. At least Sebastian pretends to like it.)
Sebastian: I thought it was charming... *chuckles*
Sam: I LOVE YOU.
Sebastian: <3
In other words, I haven't really been able to eat well lately. I just got over a little setback of an illness which I had posted about a couple journal entries back. It's probably because I'd been 'eating too much' as of the past month or so, when I had been used to eating smaller amounts in an effort to 'correct my diet'. I'd noticed that each year I'd gain ten pounds unnecessarily, so I decided to do something about that. When I started in 2009 (sometimes after May) at 168~ pounds, within the next four months I'd lost 20, with exorcise and diet. That's good! Right now I'm at 142 pounds. This is what my scale tells me, anyway. Mother and father frequently nag on me: "Why are you losing so much weight?" Honestly, I'm not even TRYING to lose weight anymore, so their questions are only confusing me! 142 is average for my age and height. 168 lbs was within 'average' also, but it was bordering on 'above average', but only slightly. I find it ironic that this conversation was suddenly inspired by the fact that my Dad read the title of this video I was watching by Shane Dawson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yEK.....t=1264496903.0 . I loyally follow him. xDD
Sigh. I just don't like how it's like they're accusing me of wanting to be 'thin'. Well, I suppose that's always the point, but I didn't do it to 'look better'... Okay, I honestly did want to lose weight for cosplay reasons! xDD They just make me feel like I'm being a 'typical teenager' who wants the 'ideal body' or whatever, and that's I'm completely sketchy, hiding my internet whenever Dad comes in the room. He's just accusing me, though, when I'm actually just switching between my 14 tabs in Google Chrome, like I always do. Like I'm supposed to give him time to see what I'm doing. No! I've got comments to reply to on Deviant Art, videos to watch on Youtube, and fanfiction to reading on Live Journal!
Aghhh. But they're just being silly, so I don't let it get to me. I probably grin too much (making me all the more suspicious), when I'm acutally just mocking their logic. Honestly, I love them to death. My love, admiration, and respect will follow them no matter where they end up in life, and in death. Although I pray the latter will never come, as most children who have good relations with their parents do, but when it inevitably does... Well, I'm still one of those children who believes their parents will always be there.
- and I'd like to believe that a little bit longer.
[Finis]
[Elegante`] There hasn't really been a topic that I could type on and on about that I would call worthy of being a 'journal entry', and I tend to not like spamming people's inbox with blurbs. -but that's me being too modest.
Plenty has been going on in my everyday life that I could blog about:
The Introduction to Music Skills class in which I'll be learning the basic's of the Violin (can't wait!!). I had my first lesson in my Basic Drawing class, where we drew on giant newsprint paper with willow charcoal: the subject was of a table with a sheet draped over it, and an upside-down chair 'strategically' placed on top. After learning how to measure' with my thumb and transferring angles from the world onto paper, I had to congratulate myself by drawing Sebastian and Ciel on the side (for those of you just tuning in, I'm a Kuroshitsuji fan- manga by Toboso Yana). I'll take pictures when I can, but this was the text:
Sebastian: Hoorah~ You sure showed that table who was the boss!
Ciel: *stares at my work* I wouldn't buy that for one million pounds!
Me: *glares at him*
(Oh, Ciel is soooo very pleasant. Sigh. At least Sebastian pretends to like it.)
Sebastian: I thought it was charming... *chuckles*
Sam: I LOVE YOU.
Sebastian: <3
In other words, I haven't really been able to eat well lately. I just got over a little setback of an illness which I had posted about a couple journal entries back. It's probably because I'd been 'eating too much' as of the past month or so, when I had been used to eating smaller amounts in an effort to 'correct my diet'. I'd noticed that each year I'd gain ten pounds unnecessarily, so I decided to do something about that. When I started in 2009 (sometimes after May) at 168~ pounds, within the next four months I'd lost 20, with exorcise and diet. That's good! Right now I'm at 142 pounds. This is what my scale tells me, anyway. Mother and father frequently nag on me: "Why are you losing so much weight?" Honestly, I'm not even TRYING to lose weight anymore, so their questions are only confusing me! 142 is average for my age and height. 168 lbs was within 'average' also, but it was bordering on 'above average', but only slightly. I find it ironic that this conversation was suddenly inspired by the fact that my Dad read the title of this video I was watching by Shane Dawson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yEK.....t=1264496903.0 . I loyally follow him. xDD
Sigh. I just don't like how it's like they're accusing me of wanting to be 'thin'. Well, I suppose that's always the point, but I didn't do it to 'look better'... Okay, I honestly did want to lose weight for cosplay reasons! xDD They just make me feel like I'm being a 'typical teenager' who wants the 'ideal body' or whatever, and that's I'm completely sketchy, hiding my internet whenever Dad comes in the room. He's just accusing me, though, when I'm actually just switching between my 14 tabs in Google Chrome, like I always do. Like I'm supposed to give him time to see what I'm doing. No! I've got comments to reply to on Deviant Art, videos to watch on Youtube, and fanfiction to reading on Live Journal!
Aghhh. But they're just being silly, so I don't let it get to me. I probably grin too much (making me all the more suspicious), when I'm acutally just mocking their logic. Honestly, I love them to death. My love, admiration, and respect will follow them no matter where they end up in life, and in death. Although I pray the latter will never come, as most children who have good relations with their parents do, but when it inevitably does... Well, I'm still one of those children who believes their parents will always be there.
- and I'd like to believe that a little bit longer.
[Finis]
