Yes the subject says it I am getting really ferated cause seance I have been out here on the roads I have never had this bad of a time being out here and I have been out here seance Jan. 11, 2010 and I have been stuck in places so many time this round then I have been with Swift for almost 8 months due to weather roads closed. I am in Amarillo, TX and I was in Reno, NV. stuck there almost a week. Now here in Amarillo, TX I have been here sence the Jan. 27, 2010 if this keeps up I will not beable to make any payments etc. I am trying to not start screaming on here or use falu words but I am getting to the point where if something does not change I am going to go after some thing I don't know what. I am am not really my self right now cause of this and I just want to be the best husband and provide for him. I am wanting to be able to pay for things. there is lots of things I would like to do but I can't do it casue I am stuck out here cause roads are closed and I am not getting payed for just sitting here. what can I do. I feel hopeless right now.