to be here, what were you thinking? because I certainly hope it wasn't anything as crazy as the thought of you being an actual person that meant anything to anyone during their flow through life. I pray that you never find happiness because your existence is just my horrible prank to you since I never had anyone to make feel as bad as I ever had. and after everything Ive done to you Im amazed you found the ability to even leave my home, I know you almost didnt make it out alive I think... twice, no maybe three times, iuno you silly teens don't tell me everything that goes on in your life lawl. I really wonder now... your gone and out of my life... when will I hear back from some random news story or a mail letter bringing you back into my life because the damage has been done, I really wonder but at least I would have accomplished one thing in my life at well... the expense of one I created... shit happens xD.