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15 years ago
I have very high energy pressure at my core right now. I do not understand for sure where it is coming from.
I just wanted to talk. Well, that's what I usually do. I'm perfectly okay right now. There are things I still don't understand, though. Man... I wish I could make some things right. I already have, actually. Rekindled a friendship with someone who was important to me. That was a good thing <3
Been running through the night having adventures with Meredith. Trying to find myself. Trying to understand. I want to know what my purpose here is. Trying to understand others... Other people are very interesting. Especially when they are connected to me on a higher level. Then, communication reaches a new tier.
I feel dumb as hell writing in my journal most of the time, just to let you know.
Aftermath never did come back. He's still gone. I can't say I miss him that much, but I never thought he'd just be gone. Maybe he rode away into the poisonous shadows on the gear I once wore around my neck. In any case, he isn't here. I don't really need Aftermath much. My crystals keep growing and burning brighter.
Having a bit of trouble being motivated in classes, but 8 AM classes make it difficult. I should be working right now, but frankly I'm just too goddamned exhausted.
Tonight, I'll run into the darkness again with my friend. Man, I just... man. I don't know what to say. When I run out there, I'm just looking for something so desperately. I'm making myself glow in body and spirit so whatever I'm trying to find will be able to see me in the crevices of this city.
I can... I can bring back the light.
Thanks everyone.
I just wanted to talk. Well, that's what I usually do. I'm perfectly okay right now. There are things I still don't understand, though. Man... I wish I could make some things right. I already have, actually. Rekindled a friendship with someone who was important to me. That was a good thing <3
Been running through the night having adventures with Meredith. Trying to find myself. Trying to understand. I want to know what my purpose here is. Trying to understand others... Other people are very interesting. Especially when they are connected to me on a higher level. Then, communication reaches a new tier.
I feel dumb as hell writing in my journal most of the time, just to let you know.
Aftermath never did come back. He's still gone. I can't say I miss him that much, but I never thought he'd just be gone. Maybe he rode away into the poisonous shadows on the gear I once wore around my neck. In any case, he isn't here. I don't really need Aftermath much. My crystals keep growing and burning brighter.
Having a bit of trouble being motivated in classes, but 8 AM classes make it difficult. I should be working right now, but frankly I'm just too goddamned exhausted.
Tonight, I'll run into the darkness again with my friend. Man, I just... man. I don't know what to say. When I run out there, I'm just looking for something so desperately. I'm making myself glow in body and spirit so whatever I'm trying to find will be able to see me in the crevices of this city.
I can... I can bring back the light.
Thanks everyone.
