Now please before you think this is just a "WAA WAA" journal about being lonely or if I'm gonna curse people who have someone -DON'T-.

First of I want to say happy valentine's day to everyone and to those with a mate please show each other the love you both deserve and live a happy life. :3

Now to me...*sigh* this will most likely be a bore fest -__-

I'll start of by saying that I have had girlfirends in my life but they never lasted long and one just ended suddenly, mostly due to the fact I was a tosser when I was younger, a dumbfuck and weird as hell. I may sound like I'm putting myself down but its the truth I was a pretty weird kid and I sometimes wonder how I got girlfriends XD.

But when I see couples in on FA and with today being V-day it really hits me hard that I have no one to be with. Of course I don't mean I'm completely alone, I have my parents, sister and firends but theres times where I wish I could be with a significant other to really show love.

Being in the furry community is one of the things that I feel jeopardizes my chance of finding someone unless by some luck they are in the community as well but from what I can tell theres no one in the area where I live who is into the fandom as much as I am and I fear that telling people I'm in a community that features anthro animals in porn (yes I know theres more to it but its the general image its been given) it would throw them off and could have unfortunate consequences.
(other reasons: appearance, lousy soical life, body -_-)

My point is: I would more prefere to be with someone who is either into the fandom or is ok with it, if I met someone from FA and a bond started from that then I would be overjoyed whether its with a male or female.


Ok so mabey this was a little bit of a WAA WAA journal but it was something I wanted to let out.