I just wanted to write about how my totally awesome v-day is going...oh wait that's right it's going no where, i didn't go anywhere, and ya know why? Because i have nobody to spend it with. I'm a loner...always was and always will be, that's all there is to it. Holidays like today suck... For me at least. So what, if i have emotional issues and can't "connect' with people very easily, that i might never find solace in any relationship out of fear of rejecion and as such humilliation. I'd still honestly like to take part in holidays like Valentine's day... Fuck... Stupid emotional "barriers", i want to go and put myself out there but, ah nevermind... I'm just ranting now. Anyway you should get where i'm going with this by now. To all those who are celebrating today now i wish you a happy valentine's day and hope that your love, relationship, open-ended sexual partnership or what ever it is you may have, last for years to come.

-Damitri