i've very recently decided that since no one cares anymore, i shouldn't, either. things will never work the way they're supposed to, and people will always leave in favor of bigger and better things. i've come to terms with the fact that i won't ever be good enough for any of you, so now i don't have to try so hard anymore. go ahead and leave. go be with however many others you want. i hope they make you happy. don't come back.