What is this god-forsaken feeling of when you've been locked and been looking at the same familiar place for far too long and you need some face to face interaction with people you haven't talked to for ages??? I want to say "cabin fever" but I know that's not right...

I've been feeling depressed lately, which is odd, since I'm always trying to stay positive and think good thoughts, but I feel like the tables have been turned on me...

And the truth is, I've been miss everybody. Sure, I spent a fun weekend in LA, Ca and experienced some child-like glee :B

But not being able to share that fun with people I love made me feel... lonely :C

Like, I just want to BE with someone, in person. A friend I've known for a long time, that I need to reconnect with.

I hate being stuck at home, except for going to class and going where ever my parents feel like taking me along with, but it's just gotten so repeative and I feel like I desperately need a change.

I'm so glad that there will be a hopeful turn to all this loneliness. At least I will be going to Seattle soon, to mingle and meet new people at a convention. I've already started talking to some people I can't wait to meet.

And I know that I do have friends who do chat with me, and do seem to genuinely want to form a better friendship, I only wish that you guys didn't live so far away, then we could do stuff. But I guess I have to wait it out until con season comes when everyone come to ABQ and we can do crazy shenanigans together...

Now I shall return to sewing my costumes.


But first! SLEEP!!