Jeez, it seems like I only update this thing now to tell y'all how shitty my life is at home. And yeah, it's happened again. My stepdad said he was gonna be driving to Santa Fe, which is about an hour's drive from Albuquerque, and wouldn't be back till midnight, which already smells like a pile of bullshit. Me and mom aren't buying it and we drive by to his work tonight and parked across the street, where there's a bar and liquor store. Lo and behold, he drives over there and when we confront him, he acts like it's no big deal, all while reeking of some sort of hard liquor and thinking we're too stupid to not notice it. Shit hit the fan and well, basically, we're getting serious. His brothers, aka my step-uncles and aunt are going to get involved. We've hit a breaking point and have let this slide far too many times. And he also threatens suicide and just giving up on everything. If anyone can suggest a hotline number or have known someone who's been through this, I would really appreciate it. I almost got into a fist fight with him tonight and he backed down, but that won't be enough. I'm not gonna let him hurt anyone, including himself.