Fears Journal
15 years ago
[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[X] being a parent(I don't fear it, exactly. I just have no interest in it. I am positive I'd hate it. Don't like kids or babies, and I'm getting sterilized this year, YAY!)
[X] giving birth (Another very good reason for sterilization)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights (i get super dizzy)
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water (I almost drowned once)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[X] thunder/lightning (I always shiver and hide under the blankets. I feel so dumb, but my fiancé thinks it's cute)
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats ( I LOOOVE THEM! I just finished hand nursing a baby mouse back from my cat catching it, and I've had pet rats)
[X] jumping from high places (Well, duh)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[X] crossing hanging bridges (yeah, this goes along with heights)
[ ] death (surprisingly, no. As someone who has come near to death a couple of times, and has been suicidal in the past, I have to say I don't fear death. I fear pain.... and separation from my loved ones, but not death itself)
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed (I'd rather be robbed than raped or mugged)
[x] falling (Isn't this all similar to heights/jumping?)
[X] clowns (I certainly don't LIKE them)
[ ] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[x] men (random men fill me with a healthy trepidation)
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts (don't believe in them)
[ ] poverty (I grew up poorer than poor, and was homeless for a while. Nothing but the clothes on my back. Things work out.)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind (As an artist, I would sooner lose my legs)
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[X] needles (can't even watch them on tv)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
I am also deathly afraid of horses and feet.
Horses for being large unpredictable animals with sharp teeth and stompy feet.
Feet because they just squick me out. Ugh. The way they look, everything. I can't touch anyone's feet, I can barely even touch my own. I hate looking at them, I get nauseous and feel this deep revulsion rise up in me. My friends all tease me, but it's a serious thing. LOL
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[X] being a parent(I don't fear it, exactly. I just have no interest in it. I am positive I'd hate it. Don't like kids or babies, and I'm getting sterilized this year, YAY!)
[X] giving birth (Another very good reason for sterilization)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights (i get super dizzy)
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water (I almost drowned once)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[X] thunder/lightning (I always shiver and hide under the blankets. I feel so dumb, but my fiancé thinks it's cute)
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats ( I LOOOVE THEM! I just finished hand nursing a baby mouse back from my cat catching it, and I've had pet rats)
[X] jumping from high places (Well, duh)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[X] crossing hanging bridges (yeah, this goes along with heights)
[ ] death (surprisingly, no. As someone who has come near to death a couple of times, and has been suicidal in the past, I have to say I don't fear death. I fear pain.... and separation from my loved ones, but not death itself)
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed (I'd rather be robbed than raped or mugged)
[x] falling (Isn't this all similar to heights/jumping?)
[X] clowns (I certainly don't LIKE them)
[ ] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[x] men (random men fill me with a healthy trepidation)
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts (don't believe in them)
[ ] poverty (I grew up poorer than poor, and was homeless for a while. Nothing but the clothes on my back. Things work out.)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind (As an artist, I would sooner lose my legs)
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[X] needles (can't even watch them on tv)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
I am also deathly afraid of horses and feet.
Horses for being large unpredictable animals with sharp teeth and stompy feet.
Feet because they just squick me out. Ugh. The way they look, everything. I can't touch anyone's feet, I can barely even touch my own. I hate looking at them, I get nauseous and feel this deep revulsion rise up in me. My friends all tease me, but it's a serious thing. LOL
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