dearest readers:


fuck yeah ive been away for two months but who really cares if im gone? and who would really would wnt to mate me ? i guess noone.... but anyways 2 months... feels more like three months then anything or more and my artwork is rather shotie i cant draw to save my life and stuff like that

ive been busy so busy in fact that it took me this long to get back or even at least to even try to draw again I finished up my last class meaning MY VERY last class for school on decmber 23ed of last year Oh fucking thank the gods i was getting so sick of mjcc and what the hell was i thinking about going back for esthics (skin care) for another fliping year !!!!

but whatever like it matters now all im doing now is waitting on cosmotolgy state boards for ohio(yes I live in ohio germantown to be excate for ya lol) to hurry their slow asses up for a student id for me so i can take my mangers test and then take the cosmotogly part of it soon there after real life is so fucking boring! i now can understand why mos of you on here would rather be your fursonas (i hoped i spelled that right) a good part of the time. But what i dont get is why the fur suit for Im still trying to warp my mind around it. yeah im a wiccan and i dont fully have a fursona for the mere fact that a side of myself spiritural is a werewolf and i mean full feldge real werewolf/wolf and i can feel the fur and tail along with the wings i have (yes i have wings thats just cause i am like only slightly part garygole, crow and now part vampire bat and i ave wings for all 3 tho my bat wings are even so slightly replaceing my crow wings which aint happening I love my crow wings and want to keep them!). Yeah well some miht beleive tht fully that someone can have 3 sets of wings and be a werewolf for real in this realm but its all spiritual and i have always loved wolves,crows, garygoyles,crows and bats. But the wolf is my main spirit guide and anmail so it makes sense to me