I hardy ever comment journals, submissions, etc. because I'm not very social. It's hard for me to talk, I become nervous and scared to the point of getting sick sometimes. >>;
But I already knew that. It's not what I just learned.
I understand a different reason as to why I don't comment on here. That reason is that it doesn't seem special, unique, genuine. All because so many people would comment along the lines of the same thing or just to kiss ass.
But I never know what to say anyway. And when I have an idea I don't wright it because I think it's stupid and/or will go unnoticed. But I'm used to that.

Hell, I don't even know if anyone actually reads most of my journals. I'm not really a great artist or much worth paying attention to. I can't shrug that off though and act cool and say whatever though. If it really didn't bother me would I have wrote it? No, it does get to me. I'm just thinking aloud now.
I've also contemplated many times on giving up on this site. What purpose does it have to me? Posting art that goes unnoticed. But I am glad that there are a few who like my art. I wish I could submit more art than I do but I have a fear of drawing and a broken scanner. I also just don't think I'm good.

There's so much going on in my head. I can never stop thinking, never stop planing, stressing, worrying. My head always hurts and nothing I can do about it. But those problems are my fault mostly and more personal.

Glad I could vent a bit. I don't care that this strayed from my original thought or how long it is.