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Last month before my life starts a new road.
15 years ago
This is the last month I'll be home with my parents without money of my own, and a body that is in shape. Actualy, less than a month... 21 more days. I'm shipping out to another state halfway across the US to start my basic training for the Army for 9 weeks, and then later my advanced individual training for a grand total of about 6 months. After that everything is unclear for the most part. I don't know if I'll be going anywhere spacific right away or if I'll be able to come back home and go to PT at the local base to do pt every so often.
At first I was excited to be going for several reasons. First, I am going to be working on computers, something I like quite a bit. Second, this is going to be my first real job, and it's going to pay quite well for a single guy (by the way... a lil update about this part down at the bottom). Finaly, I'm going to be able to things with my life rather than be a bum at my partents house living in their basement... that is if they ever were to have a basement, but you get the idea. Anyways, now I'm getting to be a little nervous for no real reason I can think of.Well... it could just be that I'm anxious about it all. I've been having dreams that are leasing increasingly twords army things. This morning I started resighting the army ABCs; Alpha Bravo Charly.. All in all though... I'm trying to not loose my head at all.
PS: Anout the girl I was dating a while ago I was talking about in my last journal... she and I broke up because we were both unhappy. Me because she couldn't be happy, and her because she wants to have me close more often, but couldn't. The distance was too much for her, and she went a lil crazy. I won't get into the details, but she got too much for me to handle. For now I plan on just making friends, and sticking to my work unless something comes up... but I'll deal with that when it comes.
At first I was excited to be going for several reasons. First, I am going to be working on computers, something I like quite a bit. Second, this is going to be my first real job, and it's going to pay quite well for a single guy (by the way... a lil update about this part down at the bottom). Finaly, I'm going to be able to things with my life rather than be a bum at my partents house living in their basement... that is if they ever were to have a basement, but you get the idea. Anyways, now I'm getting to be a little nervous for no real reason I can think of.Well... it could just be that I'm anxious about it all. I've been having dreams that are leasing increasingly twords army things. This morning I started resighting the army ABCs; Alpha Bravo Charly.. All in all though... I'm trying to not loose my head at all.
PS: Anout the girl I was dating a while ago I was talking about in my last journal... she and I broke up because we were both unhappy. Me because she couldn't be happy, and her because she wants to have me close more often, but couldn't. The distance was too much for her, and she went a lil crazy. I won't get into the details, but she got too much for me to handle. For now I plan on just making friends, and sticking to my work unless something comes up... but I'll deal with that when it comes.
