Hm todays my birthday.. most of you may think "hey, cool, he'll be fine, making a big party, hanginga around with friends, getting presents and stuff.

nonsense.

I've decided not to make a party or else, like i've deone the year before... just because of one reason.
I KNOW that every year on my birthday I'll get a really bad message.
And what happens this year?.. I was calling my grandparents and the first thing they say "Hey, your dog is dead." instead of "Hey, you're our grandson, happy birthday" ...

hm... my dog has had a tumore in his head so it was necessary to put him to sleep... forever.
But .. my grandparents didnt even tell me.

I know iam writing nonsense all over but actually I cant get my head clear, so please forgive me that.

As long as i was living at my grandparents house, percy (the dog) was the lovliest thing there...
he was a friend and a dog at the same time.. and now my grandparents cal me with the words "Dont hang around, it was just a dog".. i could cry... if there where any tears left.

I hope he's at a better place now...please forgive me writing this... but i needed somewhere where i could write that down... please be patient.

yours
shadowwolf
happy birthday....