*hugs* Best of luck to you man.

I have to admit it does let me down a little to know things are still down hill, but that is only because I want thing to get better for you so bad, an I'll never lose hope that it will, you can count on that! As much as I miss talking with you, I rather you take the time you need then force yourself into conversations, an having to fake how you feel, you got all the luck I can give, except the bad of course, that's all mine haha. Take care of yourself as always, I'll always be around if/when you need me.

*pats you on the back* Well, I guess you've got people for you when you need them.
Good luck with meeting your writing goal, indeed.

I think you can do it. ^o^

But don't burn yourself out! Writing and drawing should be fun. :)

Oh man, I understand all that, I know it stings... it burns... it rips the heart from inside our chest. But remember, the stings can be calmed down, the burns can be dowsed and the pain can be soothed, whatever it takes for you to do that. If you want to talk, I'll say that again: I'm here for you... :) And don't burn out with all that writing and drawing, as Wayc says, do it for the fun :)

Now I'll tell you something that I use to calm down when I feel worse. It seems awkward at the beginning, but works to relax and get a bit better mood. When I use it, I come out purified, calm, more complete. And everything it's described here is possible, so please don't be sceptic, ok? Please TRY IT, I ask you. Don't just read it, think I'm crazy in some way and close the window. Please... Now: sit down (if it's good outside, do it outside); close your eyes; calm down your respiration and focus not in something specific, but in your body as a whole; if it's possible, listen to something calm (a recording of the ocean would be perfect); imagine that golden roots are appearing from your feet, growing and growing in the ground, absorbing the energy of the earth and taking it for yourself; feel that energy wash your sorrows and your thoughts, feel it renewing your own being; imagine columns of light illuminating you and your hands, and at the same time, feel the energy of the surrounding nature in your hands (feel it twisting, vortexes of life swirling around your fingers); let all that energy go through your whole body (from the columns of light, from your hands, from your feet), maintaining a cycle and purifying you, giving you strength to continue; let the energy get out from your own head while it enters your members; understand that everything is a part of the whole, in whatever way it is, and for that reason, for being natural, it is good - nothing else matters; do it for the time you want.
If you're trying to do that, and you can't, I know... It's hard, but keep trying, calm yourself down. Relax and try to commune with your surroundings...

Be happy, Zephyr, I hope you get better. And I'm sure you're a fantastic person, whatever you say about that ;) Just be yourself :)

Why yes, yes you can.

Give it your best! =D

*hugs* I hope you feel better soon, I brought a song to help you =3

Whenever life gets you down, Mrs.Brown
And things seem hard or tough
And people are stupid, obnoxious or daft
And you feel that you've had quite enough

♫♫Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolving
And revolving at nine hundred miles an hour
That's orbiting at nineteen miles a second, so it's reckoned
A sun that is the source of all our power

The sun and you and me and all the stars that we can see
Are moving at a million miles a day
In an outer spiral arm, at forty thousand miles an hour
Of the galaxy we call the 'milky way'

Our galaxy itself contains a hundred billion stars
It's a hundred thousand light years side to side
It bulges in the middle, sixteen thousand light years thick
But out by us, it's just three thousand light years wide

We're thirty thousand light years from galactic central point
We go 'round every two hundred million years
And our galaxy is only one of millions of billions
In this amazing and expanding universe

The universe itself keeps on expanding and expanding
In all of the directions it can whizz
As fast as it can go, the speed of light, you know
Twelve million miles a minute and that's the fastest speed there is

So remember, when you're feeling very small and insecure
How amazingly unlikely is your birth
And pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space
'Cause there's bugger all down here on Earth♫♫

I understand how you feel buddy , I'll be hoping for you to feel better.

Congrats on reaching your writing goal~!

I also hope you feel better with the people situation soon. Been there, done that. :\

As I said in the other journal, congrats Zeph! Though I'm glad to hear you completed your goals once AGAIN, I'm also sorry to hear you're not feeling better yet, but hope you're making SOME progress, at least. Would be nice to talk with you more regularly, if I could work past my own issues to spend more time with all of my online friends more regularly, as I swore some time ago (have been actually thinking a bit recently about spending some away time myself, to get my life and self back on track, hopefully). But that's something only I can do, I know. XD Sorry to get off track. Anyway, continue to feel better and work hard, Zephyr! ^^