I've been shot point blank in the heart.
15 years ago
Last night When I went to check my phone for messages I die on the inside. My mate broke up with me. he said he still loves me but he felt as if he was holding me back. he said that he wanted me to be able to live my life and be happy. how? what? why? I just kept asking him over and over again.
this was an on line relationship and we were just 4 months away from our one year anniversary. we had been making plans for him to come and spend the summer here but thats not going to happen now. I just don't get it befor this we were so happy what could have changed?
I don't know why this of all things would make me happy. I don't know what to do and I can barely hold back the tears when I'm around people. So I'm going to spend the night over at a friends house untill I get a better grasp on things.
Thank you for reading.
this was an on line relationship and we were just 4 months away from our one year anniversary. we had been making plans for him to come and spend the summer here but thats not going to happen now. I just don't get it befor this we were so happy what could have changed?
I don't know why this of all things would make me happy. I don't know what to do and I can barely hold back the tears when I'm around people. So I'm going to spend the night over at a friends house untill I get a better grasp on things.
Thank you for reading.
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*hugs*
they feel smothered.
find a better girl
find a guy o.O
just tire of you
don't like the sex or lack of..
I feel for ya. I've been married 3 years, been cheated on once for every year, cept the third one, and why do I stick around? because I love the person that I'm with. would I leave her one day? yeah, if she does it again. Would I be all heartbroken, HELL NO.
So I say for your case, just smile, look ahead in life, and don't worry about your mate, why? because people come and go, people live and die. Don't know if any of this, what i'm saying, matters, but it takes your mind off things.