Still alive, I swear. Dealing with a lot of RL drama bullshit as usual. Not sleeping as much as I should. Blargh.

On the plus side I am writing again! Back to my good old roots in fanfic, but this time just using their universe and my characters. My even eventually be happy enough with it to post - which is a dramatic change considering lately I haven't wanted to post anything at all.

My writing is getting worse, I think. My tone is meandering all over the place and it can't decide if I am writing as myself or another character in my head. I've been a lot more rapid cycle lately and I really think it is affecting my writing - I can clearly tell what I'm doing when I'm up and when I'm down... huge world of difference that makes it tough to finish anything.

And only being able to write late at night or in short bursts isn't helping matters, but you know - doing the whole mommy gig takes a bit of time. :P Thinking about bringing the old notebook out of retirement though and starting to at least work by hand when I can.