Court (post)
15 years ago
General
And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris)
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris)
Well I am home....no handcuffs involved. I do still know how to keep my mouth shut believe it or not. Not really much to report.
It isn't over....the case is being left open. I have agreed to 1 (one) weekend a month, and day visits twice a month. That is also subject to change at any time I do so desire. I can't believe they are leaving this open. I am trying to lose stress, not add more to it! Yet come the end of this month more will be added to it.
I just feel like I am going to shatter into pieces sometimes. Even I know I have taken a lot over the past months mainly, but the last 4 yrs have in no way been a picnic. I shall find something to hold on to for my sanity's sake. And I will come through the end of this. Maybe a bit scarred inside and out, but I am not quitting.
It isn't over....the case is being left open. I have agreed to 1 (one) weekend a month, and day visits twice a month. That is also subject to change at any time I do so desire. I can't believe they are leaving this open. I am trying to lose stress, not add more to it! Yet come the end of this month more will be added to it.
I just feel like I am going to shatter into pieces sometimes. Even I know I have taken a lot over the past months mainly, but the last 4 yrs have in no way been a picnic. I shall find something to hold on to for my sanity's sake. And I will come through the end of this. Maybe a bit scarred inside and out, but I am not quitting.
SilverShadowStalker
~silvershadowstalker
*hugs* We are rooting for you!!!! *tackles*
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