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15 years ago
Yes it is my own personal new years. But I can't say it was a "sweet" 16. I am grateful for what I have I just wish it had been more of a special day instead of just a nice day hanging with only a few famly members. I love my cousins, I got a call from her after school saying that she was coming to take me hostage and that she couldn't tell me where we were going or els she would have to kill me. she is so much fun. so she picks me up and hands me the keys (I still only have my instruction permit) so I got to back out of the drive way I just about did a donut or so my Coz says and then when I hit the gas in drive I burned rubber, so my Coz says, but all I noticed was the screeching tires on the pavement. We ended up just going to her house and we eat a home cooked dinner and I played with my kid cousins out side for most of the time. that was the best part of the day but now that I'm back home I just feel sad.
See I tried planning for my birth day a week before hand so every one would be happy with it. My biggest personality trait is making sure all the people I care about are happy and enjoying themselves. so I thought of somthing simple, go out to dinner with my 3 closest friends at like an applebee's then see a movie and I would pay for most of it, but still split the bill. (XD Im not made of money sadly) but when I asked my mom and dad if I could do this my dad said I don't have the money... bla bla bla.. we will have to see... bla bla bla... and when ever I hear that line its a no. and i can't try and talk to them about it cause they are either to tired or if I bug them about it any more its not going to happen. so I know its beter to give up then try to plan things out with them its beter if I do thing last min. with them so I get a yes or no right away.
But ya when I came home I was hoping I was going to get a gift since I wasn't there for long after school. But no, I am just handed another one of those wallmart cards and one that is thanking the lord and not much to do with me. So I just kind of went to my room and cry for a minute or 2 than washed up and carried on with the rest of the night.
Thanks for reading.
See I tried planning for my birth day a week before hand so every one would be happy with it. My biggest personality trait is making sure all the people I care about are happy and enjoying themselves. so I thought of somthing simple, go out to dinner with my 3 closest friends at like an applebee's then see a movie and I would pay for most of it, but still split the bill. (XD Im not made of money sadly) but when I asked my mom and dad if I could do this my dad said I don't have the money... bla bla bla.. we will have to see... bla bla bla... and when ever I hear that line its a no. and i can't try and talk to them about it cause they are either to tired or if I bug them about it any more its not going to happen. so I know its beter to give up then try to plan things out with them its beter if I do thing last min. with them so I get a yes or no right away.
But ya when I came home I was hoping I was going to get a gift since I wasn't there for long after school. But no, I am just handed another one of those wallmart cards and one that is thanking the lord and not much to do with me. So I just kind of went to my room and cry for a minute or 2 than washed up and carried on with the rest of the night.
Thanks for reading.
