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Did the dream really have to end...
15 years ago
... Would of been nice if it could of gone on forever, instead of only lasted three weeks.
I was having such an amazing time with Suki, that it doesn't seem like I'd been there that long. It felt more like I'd just gotten there when and then it was time to come back to my parents' place...
She is just so beautiful and amazing <3 I can't wait to see her again and for December to roll around, as then she'll be moving in with me and well be together forever then =D
Mmm its hard to remember all that happened, as it was like living in a near perfect dream....
It all seemed to go by so quickly, but one thing that I remember perfectly is when I first got down there, pulling into the parking lot and there she was sitting beside the building, ipod in her ears and just kind of looking off into space. And my heart just leaped for joy when my eyes fell apon her. I just slowed to a stop and waved saying, "Hello!" And her eyes just sparked and she smiles so lovingly, then she giggled and said to park the car as I was blocking traffic X3
Mmm after that we got a few thing and when to the bay park, were we grilled up some stakes I brought from home, and after a lovely pickneck we headed out caught a movie before I took her home. It was just so amazing to be able to kiss her good nigh and say I'll see you in the morning. Mmm well the rest of the week we mostly spent our time hanging out, when to the movies a few times, walked around the mall and down at the beach once.
After the first week, I went to FWA and sadly my love couldn't get off work to come with me. I missed having her about there, being able to hold her and tenderly kiss her cheek and lips. Even though I had a good time there, I couldn't wait to get back to and hold her once more.
I spent another week with her, and we spent it about the same as the first, hung out at the mall and movies, as well as spending a lot of time at her house playing games and watching, Nightmare on Elm ST. moves, and NCIS, as well as snuggling on her bed some as we watched the shows. I loved those nights, as we lay there watching the TV and the few times she fell asleep snuggled up ageist me with are arms around each other. On of the best nights however, was suppose to of been the last night I was there, we spend in bay view park, just wandering around the place, and then the moment that stopped my hear happened... I asked her if after being together in person if she thought she could some day marry me. She looked real stern and said, "No." I thought I was going to die on the spot my heart sank so low... then she got this hug loving smile on her face as she said, "I don't think I could, I know I could!" I then felt like I was floating on a cloud, the love of my life just said that she'd marry me one day, I could do any thing for a while, save fore wrap my arms around her and hold her tight. After that we went for a drive and got lost, but we didn't care as it was just the two of us, turning ever which way we pleased as we cursed down the road.
Then she got word that her dad was real bad sick, so she decide she wanted quit her job, to move back in with her parents seeing as he was doing so badly. So I stayed another week to help her move, seeing as her grandma wouldn't drive her back to her parents. Not that I'm complaining any, as I got to spend another week with her. Those last few days were great, as I got to stay in the office shed behind her grandma's house, and we spent many a long night snuggling in her bed until her uncle got finished in the office, as I had to go out there after that, but those nights were grand. She'd love snuggling up ageist my back and resting her head on my shoulder as we watched NCIS, and most nights she'd fall to sleep like that and I'd just felt like I was in heaven. Then came the time for the move, we loaded up my car early in the morning and headed out, it was a little over a three hour drive out to her parents' place. Once there we unloaded the car, then went and picked her brother and her best friend up from school. We all spent the night hanging out and having a good time. I got rather sad for a bit there and when out for a walk to clear my head, sadly I upset Suki doing so, as I didn't say I was going out, because she looked like she was having such a fun time with her mom and friend, that I didn't want to interrupt them. After that we spend most the night talking about things...
It was so hard to leave her behind when the time finally came the next morning, for me to return to my parents'... I wish there had be some way for me to stay or for her to come back with me... But I took comfort in the fact that I'll see her again soon, after boot and then come December I return and bring her to live with me forever.
There are no good byes between my love and I, there are only, see you soons <3
I was having such an amazing time with Suki, that it doesn't seem like I'd been there that long. It felt more like I'd just gotten there when and then it was time to come back to my parents' place...
She is just so beautiful and amazing <3 I can't wait to see her again and for December to roll around, as then she'll be moving in with me and well be together forever then =D
Mmm its hard to remember all that happened, as it was like living in a near perfect dream....
It all seemed to go by so quickly, but one thing that I remember perfectly is when I first got down there, pulling into the parking lot and there she was sitting beside the building, ipod in her ears and just kind of looking off into space. And my heart just leaped for joy when my eyes fell apon her. I just slowed to a stop and waved saying, "Hello!" And her eyes just sparked and she smiles so lovingly, then she giggled and said to park the car as I was blocking traffic X3
Mmm after that we got a few thing and when to the bay park, were we grilled up some stakes I brought from home, and after a lovely pickneck we headed out caught a movie before I took her home. It was just so amazing to be able to kiss her good nigh and say I'll see you in the morning. Mmm well the rest of the week we mostly spent our time hanging out, when to the movies a few times, walked around the mall and down at the beach once.
After the first week, I went to FWA and sadly my love couldn't get off work to come with me. I missed having her about there, being able to hold her and tenderly kiss her cheek and lips. Even though I had a good time there, I couldn't wait to get back to and hold her once more.
I spent another week with her, and we spent it about the same as the first, hung out at the mall and movies, as well as spending a lot of time at her house playing games and watching, Nightmare on Elm ST. moves, and NCIS, as well as snuggling on her bed some as we watched the shows. I loved those nights, as we lay there watching the TV and the few times she fell asleep snuggled up ageist me with are arms around each other. On of the best nights however, was suppose to of been the last night I was there, we spend in bay view park, just wandering around the place, and then the moment that stopped my hear happened... I asked her if after being together in person if she thought she could some day marry me. She looked real stern and said, "No." I thought I was going to die on the spot my heart sank so low... then she got this hug loving smile on her face as she said, "I don't think I could, I know I could!" I then felt like I was floating on a cloud, the love of my life just said that she'd marry me one day, I could do any thing for a while, save fore wrap my arms around her and hold her tight. After that we went for a drive and got lost, but we didn't care as it was just the two of us, turning ever which way we pleased as we cursed down the road.
Then she got word that her dad was real bad sick, so she decide she wanted quit her job, to move back in with her parents seeing as he was doing so badly. So I stayed another week to help her move, seeing as her grandma wouldn't drive her back to her parents. Not that I'm complaining any, as I got to spend another week with her. Those last few days were great, as I got to stay in the office shed behind her grandma's house, and we spent many a long night snuggling in her bed until her uncle got finished in the office, as I had to go out there after that, but those nights were grand. She'd love snuggling up ageist my back and resting her head on my shoulder as we watched NCIS, and most nights she'd fall to sleep like that and I'd just felt like I was in heaven. Then came the time for the move, we loaded up my car early in the morning and headed out, it was a little over a three hour drive out to her parents' place. Once there we unloaded the car, then went and picked her brother and her best friend up from school. We all spent the night hanging out and having a good time. I got rather sad for a bit there and when out for a walk to clear my head, sadly I upset Suki doing so, as I didn't say I was going out, because she looked like she was having such a fun time with her mom and friend, that I didn't want to interrupt them. After that we spend most the night talking about things...
It was so hard to leave her behind when the time finally came the next morning, for me to return to my parents'... I wish there had be some way for me to stay or for her to come back with me... But I took comfort in the fact that I'll see her again soon, after boot and then come December I return and bring her to live with me forever.
There are no good byes between my love and I, there are only, see you soons <3
