Life is something that everyone and everything questions. No one can stop or tame it. You must either go with the flow or be lost within its dephts. Things change. There are some things that we have no control over. Say, you're child's thoughts, or your friend's sexuality, or your parent's death. None are things we can alter, we have to deal with them. Or, you can be a coward and run away. No one is stopping you. You can run from what life has challenged you with and wait to be challenged with something else. However, if you stay and accept these things, you will be able to go foward, taking a small step closer to your destiny. That is another thing many question. Destiny. Is it something we must follow or can we run away from that as well? Many are unsure of their own destiny. Such as myself. I always get this feeling that I don't belong where I am. Not as in no one loves me. I know many people love me for who I am, but I just get this feeling that there is something else out there that may need me. What that is, I have no clue. I do know, however, that if I am to die, I want to die heroically. I want to die to help someone else, to let them go on with their own lives.
Many have heard of a bucket list, right? If not, it is a list someone makes before they die. Of things to do. Mine is this:
I want to visit another world.
There is more, but this is one of my main goals. I know it seems childish, but I know that we cannot be the only beings in the whole universe....if we are then...I'm not sure. It's kind of sad to think about. We're the only things in this whole, big universe...no one to help us...
I guess that's another thing we have to accept. I may never see another world and I may never finish any of my dreams. I guess I'll just have to deal with that thought while living my own life. Oh well, might as well have fun while doing it