So with all the sad relations i have had prior, I've got a bit of a turnaround.

I'm in love.

Absolutely, positively infatuated with a young woman who I cant help but to want to make her smile all the time.

She is cute, she enjoys having conversations, she's open minded, and it makes me very upset that i couldn't have found her sooner than some of the more upsetting things in my life and career. It would have most definitely been a happier time with her around.

I'm hoping that she can get stationed here with me so that we can pursue our relationship further without marriage as of yet, because i want to know this relationship will work. I don't want to end up like most other marriages I've seen in the military where they just kind of dissolve because of deployments and such...

i've broken a few eggs, and i think i might be almost ready to make an omlette. now i just need cheese, onions, peppers mushrooms....