last journal
15 years ago
General
for all of you who are wondering why i have deleted everything on my page. and stopped watching you, its not becasue i no longer wish to be your freind. it's becasue i am quitting FA
i have grown tired of having to defend everything i do to people of lesser intelegence who's seemingly sole purpose in life is to harrass others by makeing comments of a derogitory nature.
i have finally lost faith in the furry community and now see them as a bunch of whiney emo assholes who have nothing better to do with there time than to put others down to boost there own pathetic excuse for self esteem.
i should be able to put pictures without some 17 year old cunt commenting how a 30 year old is disturbing for wearing clothes from hot topic or what have you.
im tired of having to defend every goddamn thing i post becasue of some assholes pathetic views on my work and thoughts and pictures.
i really feel bad for the FA admins now, becasue they have to put up with so many stupid people. it is a wonder they keep working here at all.
so i bid you all adieu and wish you all the best of luck.
and for all the real artists who draw the wonderfull images, please keep up the good work, and don't ever let any fucktard tell you that your art is shit. becasue it's not.
~fini
i have grown tired of having to defend everything i do to people of lesser intelegence who's seemingly sole purpose in life is to harrass others by makeing comments of a derogitory nature.
i have finally lost faith in the furry community and now see them as a bunch of whiney emo assholes who have nothing better to do with there time than to put others down to boost there own pathetic excuse for self esteem.
i should be able to put pictures without some 17 year old cunt commenting how a 30 year old is disturbing for wearing clothes from hot topic or what have you.
im tired of having to defend every goddamn thing i post becasue of some assholes pathetic views on my work and thoughts and pictures.
i really feel bad for the FA admins now, becasue they have to put up with so many stupid people. it is a wonder they keep working here at all.
so i bid you all adieu and wish you all the best of luck.
and for all the real artists who draw the wonderfull images, please keep up the good work, and don't ever let any fucktard tell you that your art is shit. becasue it's not.
~fini
FA+

Take care, farewell.
it's funny i fought a disease that tried to kill me, and i have basically won agenst it.
but a bunch of fucking retards have beaten me. then i had to think of why....
and it's becasue im tired. im tired of submitting things here, only to have people make fucked up comments.
i realise that most of the people here are probibly underage. live with there parents, and have really no life of there own just yet. but that dosen't give one the right to attack people just becasue there diffrent.
once i have my new page setup, i will im each person that contacts me privately and let them know where my new page is. but this will only be done to my freinds, and the people i trust.
all others can basically fuck off.
but the realy last straw, was when some chick, decided to make a comment how people my age shoulden't wear clothes like that as it was distrubing, so i poked in on her FA page, and saw an image of her dressed up as alice in wonderland, and when i looked closer her face was painted up like a cheap 5 dollar whore, hell i wasen't even aware that alice wore makeup in the first place...
people like that can try to make themseves look as pritty as they want, but in the end, there ugly. just plain butt ugly. and asides from the fact that im gay, i woulden't touch her with a stolen dick. it's sad though, becasue i bet by the time that little slut reaches the age of 19 she'll be knocked up. all becasue she has a skewed idea of what "beutifull" is, beutifull is much more than painting your face like a cheap 5 dollar whore, and dressing up in fantasy clothes, it has alot to do with ones personality as well.....you can have the prittiyest body in the world, but if you have the personality of a turd, then it's all for naught, your just another ugly faceless idiot.
i have alot of respect for DA, there community is active, and not a bunch of morons, so i might go there. at least my art will not be judged unfairly and ill have some sort of fair treatment. and sure there not furrys, but think about how many of my images where actually "furry"
i now dislike furrys, becasue i see them as for the most part as adolecents, with emotional/behavioral issues, who depend on there parents to survive becasue there either too retarded to get a job, or too fucking lazy.
it would explane alot about why they have to be as my Mistress puts it "Trolls" and put others down, mainly becasue it's easy to be a bitch ass pussy from behind a computer screen. plus it must for some reason aid in boosting there own pathetic exucse for self esteem.
well im done with having to defend myself agenst the retards of the furdom.
i fought cancer, and won, which is more than any of them would be able to do.
in fact having cancer has made me afraid of very little, so if any of these little fucks ever stepped to me in real life, i'd whipe my ass with em and flush em like the shitty rolled up peaces of useles paper they are.
i highly doubt that anyone that makes the stupid coments they made, could even spend 5 minutes in my shoes. fucking pathetic bastards, they all need to go earn the darwin awards.
i just got done fighting cancer, and found out today i might have cancer again in my lymph system, i don't have time to deal with a bunch of cocksucking immature fuckers who have no intellegence and even less self respect for themselves and others.
if i want to be put down, ill think about the sickness that is now again growing in my body.
http://elphias-knightengale.deviantart.com/
i hope that you all see me there, and well....the site has more intellegent people than it does here.