sorry i haven't posted a lot of art or anything recently guys I've been having a stressful time, work, family, money, friends, relationships. all that shit. its just kina been weighting me down.

I don't want to be one of those guys that complains about every little shitty detail of his life but i do have a question.

What would you do if you had one of those love at first sight moments, where you fell completely head over heals for some one and after you get to know them you just completely fall in love with them and they like you to, but the problem is. there happily with some one else. Now you try to accept this and just be happy for them right? but what if no matter how hard you try you cant do that? When no matter how hard you try to be happy for them you only wind up angry and jealous and you cant help yourself you just want them so badly that no matter how hard you try you cant be happy with anything less than them with you. You try to believe there better off but you cant help it you WANT them! BAD! like wont even stay out of your dreams bad! I mean most of you that actually know me enough to care to read this know that I'm not a very aggressive guy, and I'm not dominating or controlling or vindictive or any of that stuff, I'm just a sweet hearted guy who wants to love and be loved. But this guy, its weird with him, I cant help myself with him. he makes me feel like a predator. He makes me want to break every rule and moral I've given myself just to have him. I mean seriously, what would you do?