Oh how the proud have fallen.
    15 years ago
            
                            I'm trying my hardest to be nice but give me a reason and I will do otherwise...                        
                    
                    Okay, I'll state this first off, bluntly. I generally do not ask for help. I am both proud, and someone who's used to making it on their own, even on very little. I do not enjoy begging, asking for help, whatever you wish to call it. I do not want pity, because I know that my circumstances aren't by any means the worst, at least not as of yet.
However, my luck with finding a second job, as of yet, in the place that I live in, has been very very unfruitful. I currently work, but the job doesn't give me that many hours and the pay is well, minimum wage. I am in the process of attempting to get my ass in gear with a car and a license and all that, but as anyone with a car knows, that's no easy feat, they're not a cheap investment.
So, I ask this : Please, if you have the time and don't mind sparing a few dollars, please commission me. I'm by no means asking for hand outs, I will do equal work for equal pay. My rates are on my other FA identity, It can be as simple or as complex as you'd like, and we can discuss through notes what I'm willing or unwilling to do (Which to be fair, isn't much. The usual suspects)
 It can be as simple or as complex as you'd like, and we can discuss through notes what I'm willing or unwilling to do (Which to be fair, isn't much. The usual suspects) 
I'm mostly posting this here because I have more watchers on this account, as of the moment.
And please realize it's exceptionally difficult for me to post a journal like this to begin with. And well, if you think less of me because of it, so be it, but it's written with nothing more than earnest intent and truthfulness.
Thanks for reading.
                    However, my luck with finding a second job, as of yet, in the place that I live in, has been very very unfruitful. I currently work, but the job doesn't give me that many hours and the pay is well, minimum wage. I am in the process of attempting to get my ass in gear with a car and a license and all that, but as anyone with a car knows, that's no easy feat, they're not a cheap investment.
So, I ask this : Please, if you have the time and don't mind sparing a few dollars, please commission me. I'm by no means asking for hand outs, I will do equal work for equal pay. My rates are on my other FA identity,
 It can be as simple or as complex as you'd like, and we can discuss through notes what I'm willing or unwilling to do (Which to be fair, isn't much. The usual suspects)
 It can be as simple or as complex as you'd like, and we can discuss through notes what I'm willing or unwilling to do (Which to be fair, isn't much. The usual suspects) I'm mostly posting this here because I have more watchers on this account, as of the moment.
And please realize it's exceptionally difficult for me to post a journal like this to begin with. And well, if you think less of me because of it, so be it, but it's written with nothing more than earnest intent and truthfulness.
Thanks for reading.
 
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A sleepy, contented just-woke-up Captain Amelia (the character from Treasure Planet) wearing nothing but a rumpled, long-sleeved men's shirt that's too big on her.
Does that sound OK?