Stolen From
 kiri_dear and  candiipup

Ten things I wish I could say to people:
1. Even though I don't show it, I still care dammit.
2. I love you, and I'm so scared.....
3. Yes I'm in pain, Yes sometimes I want to die, The problem is you don't care
4. You're my best friend....and I don't wanna lose you again
5. I want you with me, even though it hurts...
6. *sob uncontrollably*
7. You stole my innocence, and have the audacity to speak to me as if nothing happened, return those years of my life you stupid whore
8. I hate you and I wish you would die....
9. I wish I was what you wanted. I wish you would come back..... I wish you could stay
10. I'm so scared to get close to you, because I don't want to get hurt again

Nine things about myself:
1. I'm scared to death of love and everything that comes with it
2. I'm addicted to the computer
3. Marzipan is my crack XD
4. I believe Shesta is just me with fur
5. I scare myself alot
6. I'm fat
7. I'm scared of the dark
8. I still sleep with a stuffed animal (Anyone who has been to my house knows this, I even take it to con)
9. I get horribly depressed after hanging out with friends. Even if I had a blast.

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Be my friend first
2. Never push me, I do things in my time
3. Let me follow you like a puppy when I want, but don't mind if I sprint off on an adventure
4. Don't be overly clingy, I promise, I'll be back XD
5. Take me dancing, and actually dance with me....
6. Be silly with me, Don't be uptight
7. Be a gentleman/Gentlelady
8. Tell me I'm cute every once in a while, I love being cute

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9. (added one on my own XD) Never lie to me, about me, about my friends, or anyone else, if you have something to say, talk to me, communication is key.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. I'm insane
2. I'm not worth it
3. I don't deserve it
4. Don't be such a fucking baby
5. I can't handle it
6. KAWAIII!
7. I'm ugly...

Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Strip
2. Put on Pjs
3. Turn on music
4. make sure I have my puppy (stuffy I sleep with)
5. Check and make sure everything is in it's place (if I can't find something I have to look for it before I can sleep
6. Check that all the curtains are pulled shut, curl up tightly

Five places I want to visit:
1. England
2. Germany
3. Switzerland
4. Greece
5. Egypt

Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. Bra
2. Panties
3. Soft Pants
4. Shirt

Three musical artists that I listen to often:
1. Scooter
2. Anime Openings/Closings (I don't think it's an artist, but it's true)
3. Lady Gaga

Two things I want to do before I die:
1. Fall in Love
2. Write a novel

One confession:
1. I often think that no one wants or cares about me, then I wonder why I even stick around....