Godamnit. I see everyone else drawing and being productive while I have an enormous void to show for the last year. *sighs* I'm gonna.... try and get my shit together, hopefully get some owed stuff done next week. This is ridiculous, I'm better than this but... I'm having trouble pulling my head out of the sand.

Not sure why I would think this is of any consequence to anyone else. The situation encompasses only my own short comings. Maybe its just gotten bad enough where I feel an airing of grievance will help somehow.