Personal feelings
15 years ago
Ug.. I've been so fed up with myself lately. I really think taking vacations and getting away from my work has a bad effect on things. Ever since i got back from a 2 week vaca, it has been extremely hard for me to fall back into things. Not to forget that events keep happening -all- the time here and I always have to go.. Which takes away from my time with art even more.
What pisses me off the most about myself is that i will never ever be that type of person who can just sit down and draw something fucking amazing without any effort. And do so, every fucking day. I have friends who do this, and it annoys me when i see them make picture after picture after picture, day after day and they always come out awesome. Where as if i want to make anything even remotely that good, it takes me 3 times as long, and i have to be in the right mood or even have my talent be working that day. Not being able to have this ability makes it extremely hard at wanting to be a pro artist.
Not only that.. but just everything i make.. sucks. i can't color anymore. I just am not doing good mood wise with my artwork. Maybe its just one of those down time moments all artists get.. but I honestly can't stand disliking my art this much. It makes me want to just give up and allow other people who are 50 million times better at this whole thing, just shine more.. I dunno. Im NOT looking for pity or anyone to pat my back. I'm venting my anger pretty much.
What pisses me off the most about myself is that i will never ever be that type of person who can just sit down and draw something fucking amazing without any effort. And do so, every fucking day. I have friends who do this, and it annoys me when i see them make picture after picture after picture, day after day and they always come out awesome. Where as if i want to make anything even remotely that good, it takes me 3 times as long, and i have to be in the right mood or even have my talent be working that day. Not being able to have this ability makes it extremely hard at wanting to be a pro artist.
Not only that.. but just everything i make.. sucks. i can't color anymore. I just am not doing good mood wise with my artwork. Maybe its just one of those down time moments all artists get.. but I honestly can't stand disliking my art this much. It makes me want to just give up and allow other people who are 50 million times better at this whole thing, just shine more.. I dunno. Im NOT looking for pity or anyone to pat my back. I'm venting my anger pretty much.
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Hopefully you can get back into things, sometimes it takes awhile but, you'll get it. :)
AH WELL, hopefully you'll work out your dryspell soon enough, don't get too discouraged with your methods, there are plenty of people out there that love to see your work, but if you're not having fun with it, then there isn't much worth to it, don't get too distracted with the professional mindset if it's just going to hurt your drive to create D:
This is exactly what you shouldn't be worrying about, plus it's not even true.
It takes time to be good at something, for others it may be less, but all in all when you do feel you are good, wouldn't it be more satisfying knowing your hard work paid off?
Take a break, stick to small sketches for a while, or try something new. Don't worry about the outcome.
Eventually when you are inspired to create again, the hard work will pay off.
but it's all in your head, sometimes the art world can feel like a big rat race, especially when you're working your ass off and not making any profit ;___;
you're amazing at what you do, but a watched pot takes for ever to boil. Stop 'trying' and relax, play some video games or read or something and don't feel guilty about not doing art, it's the only way you'll ease back into art mode. you'll find your artistic inspiration creeping up on you when you're not sitting around waiting for it.
You can only do your best and take what you can from each piece and build from there. And don't let the tension get to you. If there is an ongoing situation causing you distress, find how to resolve it. Don't let yourself be complacent at least x3; Myself as an example, letting things like these build up and up and up while only trying to push my stressors 'off to the side' to work around them... well, it's caused me a world of pain, heartache, and a rash of nervous breakdowns. And all has taken such a toll on my mental AND physical health that I cannot draw, at all. There's plenty of will and desire and drive and ideas... but between my mind and body exhausting way too quickly I simply cannot perform. Trying to force it caused things to get even worse.
Mine went to the extreme though, but it is still a fair warning x.o If your resources can afford it don't feel too bad taking breaks/vacations/sabbaticals. Fix what you need to, relax, find your perspective again. Don't let you destroy yourself over it x3;
... just a teensy bit x3 There's not much worse than having fatigue make you stircrazy. It's a vicious cycle x.o
you are not alone *hugs*
So, while I'm not out of it myself, I do know how to get out: you grind. You force and grind your head against the art you do, constantly (like every 10 minutes) looking towards inspiration in styles, subject matter, colours, music, etc. while you work. It takes a long time, and yeah, it's frustrating. But out of the hundreds of people Ive met and personally asked how they got over that rut it's been the same: you just stick to it, mostly because you don't know how to give up.
What I mean by that is, I'm almost positive that if you tried giving up art, it might work for a little while, maybe several months at best, but eventually you get an indescribable urge to explode with...well, art. And it really is indescribable. The frustrating part about art as a whole is that it has no definite answer. You're a bucket of talent and have a head start. Just plowing away at the block is going to be aggravating, but I'm telling you, there is no easy way out that lasts. Starting by traveling out of anthro art, into film or game concept work and such, is a good step. But, for all I know you could be doing that already. But its about what Faint said, experiment, etc.
TL;DR: Keep at it, it works. Experiment. Maybe?
You really should not feel that your work is no good. No matter how good an artist is, they can always be better, but that doesn't mean the current state of their work is bad. You should be proud of all that you've accomplished, as your art is very good, IMO. Just keep working at it and don't get frustrated. Every drawing you do makes you better, even if you don't actively see it happening.
Keep drawing! :)
It's just like that for me too when I want something to even come out decent. I have to be LUCKY. D;
I've come to notice that I do a lot better when I try to draw when I'm upset or have absolutely nothing better to do. Otherwise I'm just forcing myself, and when I do that it comes out a lot worse. x.x
There's nothing useful or appropriate I could say about art talent or art learning. I pretty much suck hard at that and well... that's another matter.
The only thing I can tell with real motion is this advice: do it because you like it, not because of the results.
My thing is IT (computer programming and such). And I love it. It was my hobby as a kid. It was my experimenting area. It was the career I chose. It is my job now and what brings food on the table. But still, I love it, because I keep always trying to be close to the part I enjoy.
That's all, plain simple and stupid. But it worked for me. If you think it could work for you, then I'm really glad I could gave you a hand in any way.
See ya!
We evolve as artists and become masters of captured emotion, I believe. Strype has a journal out right now, titled "Tin Man" and he's in the same rut, but in that he can't seem to capture emotion in his art anymore.
I guess find comfort in the fact that each artist goes through these tough times and they seem to fall in line with some sort of cosmic universal frump. Those weeks where all the great artists suffer and can't pump out the art they usually do and the fans are itching for the next piece.
I, for one, admire your art. The smoothness of your lines and the energy of the skill you put into it. You may take longer than some to do a single piece, but it radiates with thrice the energy, because for that much more time, that art has your full attention. Your life energy pours into it. Just know, with a warmth in heart, that this energy doesn't go unnoticed.
We all care about you, and the art world wouldn't be the same if your artistic light left its grace.^ v^)/