well , i was worried wed be late , but it was allright , the gf didnt feel well. so she went strait home , so it was me and my baby boy. all the receptionists and nurses LOVED him. one even carried him around. ( he is a piddler though , and peed many times on the doctor and nurse) well im just going to say it how it is. the tumor is diffidently cancer , the thing is she cant even get her fingers around it , it is firmly attached to his muscle and much stiffer than most. she offerd a test , to send to the lab. we have around just enough to get the surgery , not an extra 130$. i told her our tight budget. and she did the test her self. he came back and was acting funky , but no one likes to be stabbed with a needle.

she didnt want to say it stait out , but said the cells dont look nice. so i said it for her.

"its not benign is it?"
"no"
"its maignant then...."
"im not a oncologists, but ...."

so she gave me out options. she still wants me to go ahead and get the test done by a oncologist but yeah no money.

me and jess said wed like to get the surgery when i came home to her. the doctor mentioned she cannot remove the whole thing. and that 'these little guys have a bad risk'. so if the bulk of it can be removed. and we can have more time with my nakkid boy. we will. if it grows back. well make him happy untill hes just uncomfortable