Ten things I wish I could say to people:

i am not filling this, first off when i have something to say i say it, second people get paranoid and speculate and this is all undercover DRAMA

Nine things about myself:

1. i could eat anything in a sandwich. i once made a sandwich that was madras chicken rice with cheese and mayo, it was weird but so fucking good.
2. i spent a year trying to stop smoking and just now managed to do it because i forgot to smoke for a few days and now cigs are back to burning and tasting like shit like when i started, except that know i know better than to keep smoking anyway.
3. i hate having my feet touch the ground. i'm always perched.
4. for some reason on sundays, i dream really vividly and end up sleeping a minimum of 12 hours.
5. i'm afraid that my hair makes me unemployable but nothing else looks good on me and i am self-concious about my appearance.
6. i collect hilarious stillframes from animations.
7. i enjoy finding absolutely hilarious sextoys and sharing their existence with my entourage. everybody needs a hobby.
8. i have an incredible memory for useless shit, but can't remember most of my life prior to my highschool years.
9. i know a few hundred songs by heart. this means lyrics and every sngle instrumental track. i can whistle them all separately.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. smile.
2. make me laugh. there's nothing i respect more than the power to make people laugh.
3. be upfront and honest, i'll lose all of my respect for you if i hear you gossiping or talking behind people's back.
4. don't take yourself seriously.
5. don't be self-righteous.
6. treat me like i'm an intelligent person.
7. be yourself.
8. especially if you're imonfire

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. everybody that i care about
2. pokemon
3. stories
4. music
5. art
6. bitterness at unwilling sobriety
7. stuff i'm waiting on in the mail

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. play pokemon
2. eat something
3. chat on skype
4. drink water
5. check my email
6. check my ebay

Five places I want to visit:

1. Amsterdam
2. Berlin
3. some places in the USA just to meet some bros
4. anywhere with nice sand beaches by the ocean, i've never been to the beach or in a nice vacation resort
5. your mom's


Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. boxers
2. undershirt
3. shirt
4. pants

Three musical artists that I listen to often:

1. The Lost Fingers
2. B-Complex
3. School of Seven Bells

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. spend my life with someone
2. be exactly who i want to be

One confession:

1. i used to be ridiculously intelligent. but i was also a manipulative, self-centered asshole. i had a major turn in my life that really hit me hard, and i ended up literally dumbing myself hard by many means. i'm still there enough to see the difference in some moments of lucidity. i have some reactions, some things that cross my mind that make me stop and double-take. make me think "is this really what i have done to myself?". and honestly, i don't regret it. i am more simple. i am nicer. i am in-touch with myself and everything, everyone around me a lot more. overthinking made me a bad person, made me hate and act upon it.

things are better when you keep them simple.