the lyrics in the song "home" by three days grace describes my life really well... this is the lyrics

"I�ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you�re not there
And I know that you don�t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place

No matter how hard I try
You�re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I�m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you�re here
This is not my home
I think I�m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

By the time you come home
I�m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case

No matter how hard I try
You�re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I�m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you�re here
This is not my home
I think I�m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

I�m better off alone

No matter how hard I try
You�re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I�m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you�re here
This is not my home
I think I�m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home"

yep, and this is how life is for me, i cant wait to leave my so called home