For Dogsoul!
15 years ago
General
Vhaid E'spdon d' Qu'ellar Banere lu' Mizzyrim.
I decided to write a lil' something for the creator of my first conbadge
dogsoul
This is not your home.
It's my heart.
And you're not welcome here anymore.
My body's broken,
my mind is lost.
Sent into the void
of madness, insanity.
I'll take you with me.
My soul burns ever brighter
in the inky black of your hate
Follow me down,
and I'll find what I've lost.
In you.
I'll take what I need from you,
leave you how you left me.
You'll know how it felt to me.
I hope you know how it feels.
Because by the end of this,
you'll be the one to squeal.
dogsoulThis is not your home.
It's my heart.
And you're not welcome here anymore.
My body's broken,
my mind is lost.
Sent into the void
of madness, insanity.
I'll take you with me.
My soul burns ever brighter
in the inky black of your hate
Follow me down,
and I'll find what I've lost.
In you.
I'll take what I need from you,
leave you how you left me.
You'll know how it felt to me.
I hope you know how it feels.
Because by the end of this,
you'll be the one to squeal.
FA+

I read it three or four times, let it really sink in, before commenting...it's...wonderful, in a really important way, and I love the tone and rythm to it.
Did you know that not long ago I broke contact with someone whom I nigh worshipped and whom I thought I truly loved? They turned into something I couldn't recognise, turned cruel and dark and vile, and I had to come to terms with the fact that they've lost a need for me in their life and were draining what little heart and soul I had left. This...this piece you've written...it is VERY powerful, and the sheer imagery...it makes me feel a little more balanced and less horrified by what happened between Tom and I.
I really, REALLY can't thank you enough, though I sure plan to try. You are all kinds of awesome. SRSLY.
Btw, totally unrelated...I keep meaning to mention it and forget each time I think of it: y'all are off to Paris Island soon??? Mad envy, fuck do I wish it'd worked out for me (recruiter kinda fucked me over, gave me false hope. :P) and mad props to you dude, takes guts to even consider it, a lot more to go ahead and do it. I really, REALLY respect you for it, and it makes you that much more awesome in my book. Don't forget about us all though, ok? :)
And yes, I leave for Parris Island in 35 days, and no, I'm not gonna forget about all my awesome friends. Promise ^^
Best of luck at Basic, I'll keep a good thought for ya. :D