the more i sit back and just read and look at other peoples lives moving forward and it really seems mine is either at a stand still or going backwards.

I expressed and showed pics on here to a dear friend of mine. i think more to see if he would be like you freak and run away screaming and yet he didn't...
I still keep all of my pictures up of the artwork. and i treasure a few pieces dearly...

But what is the point? I haven't been on the chat in months again... The ones that i used to be so close to are now so distant and the one that i miss the most i haven't talked to in over a month maybe longer.

I just kinda feel lost, like I am loosing myself...