yep you read that right... i just found out saturday morning that i will be having another little one...
i have lots of mixed emotions on this one... because the boyfriend and i are still together, but we have been trying to save up to buy a house and pay off the last bit of debt that he has so we have a fresh start...
don't get me wrong i am super excited that i am going to be a mommy again and i can give layla a baby brother or sister.. but i was hoping that it would have happened in like 2 years... and we were married and living at our house and settled...
as i was told that day that god gives you signs in strange ways... i feel like this was my sign that he is the one and things will be alright....
because we have been fighting lately...and i kept asking myself is this really worth it... and then here starts the symptoms lol...

so now i am dealing with 24/7 nausea again... i had it with layla and hated it.... and my boobs hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and if any of you are on facebook with me please don't say anything because i have yet to tell my dad!!!!! i'm scared....