Every low is the base of another high, which means that every high is just the top of another downhill drop. I had the best two days i think i've ever had yesterday and today. I was taken out on a date, a real date, for the very first time last night. It was so perfect. He took me to dinner, then we went to the arcade on the pier in Portland, and then to the beach where we had the surprise pleasure of seeing a blood red moon rise from over the horizon. It was a magical night that just got better with every minute that passed. I've never felt more wanted or cared for and I'd honestly thought that guys like him may not exist in real life. Turns out they do and I was lucky enough to catch his eye. Now it's my turn to treat him, and take him out on a date that's just as special as the one he planned for me. He deserves everything from me that he offered last night and i plan to give him the best i can when he comes to Lowell.

Memories of mast night are the reason i'm still smiling right now. As i said, every low point in life is the base of another high, just as every high is the top of another valley. I came home a couple hours ago to find that someone had broken in through my window and stolen my laptop and Playstation 3. Honestly, it's really only the laptop i miss, there was so much on that. Good news is i backed up most of it onto my iMac a couple weeks ago, so i didn't lose all that much, just the computer itself. And they didn't take the iMac so i guess i'm glad about that too. That's where all my porn is anyway X3 I hate this city and i can't wait to move into my apartment downtown. It's just too bad that i couldn't have moved in a couple weeks sooner.

All in all, without low, bad times, we wouldn't have anything to compare the high, good times to and it would all just be bland and gray. My time with  anecwolf was filled with so much happiness that it makes this low spot look like just a bump in the road. I'm upset that my house was broken into, but I have proof that the world isn't all bad and i have so much hope for the future.