I hate it when you just can't sleep... too many things going through your head...
Especially after last month with all the personal drama I had happen...

I just keep trying to push it out of my head...
Forget it... let it go.... nope nope....

Just when I think I can let it go or move past it...
It flashes through my mind filling me with renewed rage and anger at the situation...

I really am Tired of getting angry...
Tired of not having a good night's rest in about 3 weeks...

My head is just utter crap right now...
I can't get the comfort I seek anyways...
The one I care about is scared of me due to my anger at the situation...

My Anger is rightfully placed but I would never hurt her... how could I?... Now matter how angry I get at her...

I should just shut up and keep these emotions in check...