why is it right now when ever i see journal space i wana get on a soapbox about this or that... mostly things relating to me and my past.......
why can't i just forget everthing wouldn't it be better if i could forget.
then there would be nothing holding me back.
then people wouldn't be saying its the past get over it.
and recent events couldn't remind me and get me all worked up.
why do i want to get on my soapbox and talk about things no one wants to hear about.
no one wants to listen to me any way....
why do i bother....