Well let me start out. I'm finally back home, but sadly it doesn't seem like home anymore, and that reason is, is because I miss my living style I had at school. I miss all my friends their, and I miss doing the daily things we had to do. Things just don't seem the same at home anymore, and I think it is time to leave this hell hole behind and go out in search for a better place and a job. Yes, I haven't found one yet because of my towns horrible planning, and that is another thing bothering me.

Well graduations coming up soon, that will be on the 25th of this month. I have a weird feeling about it, and sadly enough it is my first graduation, so I feel nervous and excited about it at the same time. the biggest thing that will get to me is being on campus again and seeing all my friends, it's going to be hard to leave them again.

Thinks are getting hectic around here, and I don't know what I wanna do. After all I have many options now, and who knows what I'll choose. I really wanna go to college, that seems like my main thing, but I haven't even started the steps for it, and I feel like I'm just procrastinating about it. The others could be just getting jobs, but I don't wanna stay around SouthBridge, I wanna move on and away from here, and this time be the final time I look back and never look back again. I wanna take that final leap and GTFO!

Also my Bf might get a apartment down in NJ soon and move me in. Don't ask about him and the house, that shits a mess and complicated to no END! Anyways if that works I'll go their, but again it's a plan with no backbone, so god only know what could happen.

that's all for now.
Fuskr

Don't be afraid of commenting though i need so guidance